When we make a mistake we go back and practice it. When we have a bad gig we prepare more for the next one. But what if we make a lot of mistakes? And what if most of our gigs don’t go well?
Does anything change? Or do we keep returning to do it again? We can try different things, but in the end the only way through it is through it.
Try looking for other paths through it, or new ways to move through it. But if your solution involves going around the thing you love then it becomes giving up. You will never have to give up music. But the reality of music and practice is that you can’t have it all right now.